Pamela’s Diaries:
March 22, 1998 – April 14, 2001
Pamela kept copious journals chronicling her unfiltered thoughts and feelings. They detail her struggle with a chaotic personality dominated by fears that could not be controlled, despite daily therapy sessions and countless cocktails of medications. They are filled with despair and hope, with frustrated angry outcries, expressive poetry, pleas to God, and the search for possibility. (The sticky notes mark passages that were used or referred to in the book.)